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My Dear Friend Bingley 31st of the 3d mo 1759
Thy very kind favour I rec'd, the sorrowful messenger of heavy &
yet Joyful tidings, for tho' our sorrow in parting with so dear & promising
a Brother, be inexpressible, yet we cannot Sorrow like those without hope for tho'
it is a heavy stroke upon us, yet we have many things to be truly thankful for. In that
his Lot was cast amongst such dear & tender friends, whose care, and great regard to him
& us has been beyond expression. Oh! my dear friend I can never enough acknowledge thy
kindness, in fulfilling so tenderly & fully my dear brother's request, be assured I
shall treasure it up, as a dear memorial never to be forgotten, for the parting with
him is one of the nearest tryals, I ever met with, as my mind was uncommonly
set upon seeing him once more. So much that I thought that I could willingly have
given up my own Life, might I but first have seen him, to have told him my Sor=
rows & afflictions that I had gone thro' since our Sorrowfull parting, which
was a last farewell indeed. I now find (tho' I often flattered myself, that we
might meet again,(& false hopes would often banish fear) that it is
forever over, & I admire (as I have often cause to do) the Mercies of a Mer-
-siful Being; who so wonderfully mixes his mercies & his Judgments,
tho' the stroke at times, seems so heavy, that we are almost overwhelmed
& think we can never get over it ~ yet when we come to the cool of the day
where we can consider it as we ought, there is still something to admire
in his goodness & be thankfull for. I have found it so in my exercis=
=ing moments, on this solemn occasion, & often think why should we
mourn, my Dearest Dear Wille, is released from all his sorrows, which
have been many, his race has been but short, & he is taken from the dan=
=ger of falling, & tho' we was not witth him, to perform the last kind office
to so dear a brother yet his Lot was cast with those that did it to the full.