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From Esther Tuke to Martha Routh
My Dearly Beloved Freind York 15th of 11th mo 1792
Thy cordial which I rec'd at Scarborough not only refreshed & revived me
beyond the Sea breezes or medical waters, bu hath often done it since, being an ad=
=ditional Testimonial of that Love, which will Live beyond the Grave; & tho' this re=
=mains whether we speak or are Silent, yet a little communication now & then
as dear Tom Hunt once expressed, "renews teh notes, & strengthens the Cords of pure
Celestial freindship" Thou knows it is the eve of Life with me, when Fig trees
in earlier time, have Ceased to blossom, or Fruit to be gathered, from pleasant
vinces etc; & the Journey so near accomplish'd, that I sometimes think it may
but
be safest to Salute ^few by the way as possessing nothing but a state
of dry emptiness, tho' I hope Cleanness; yet being revived at times by
fellow Pilgrims, I feel desirous of making some small acknowledgments.
Thy Communication respecting (W Rotch) & his Son
BR & visit at Dunkirk was particularly comfortable. I doubt not but
thou often visits them, as my mind dith in near Sisterly affectionate Sym=
pathy, with desires that the everlasting arm of all sustaining Help, may
not only continue underneath, as in similar Tryals, but that it may be
often made bare when the south of the Terrible, may be again permitted
as in former times to beat against their peaceful dwelling. Sure that
veenrable head WR is singled otu like that faithful servant Job, to
be tried beyond others, because superiorly strengthen'd to bear them
& bring more honour to the great name, & his Cause. And tho he
has assuredly made an Hedge about him, yet there may be times when this head
may have feelings in some degree Similar, to the above Servant & the great
End may be hid from him. that we cannot but deeply feel with him
& very much for those within the enclosure of less experience. But when
our hearts have meditated Terror, & perhaps enter'd further than is pro=
=fitable, therein, we must leave it to him "who has his way in the whirl=
=wind, storm, & think Darkness & endeavour to gather near to the place
of Defence, the "Munition of Rocks" by answering the description to whom
the defence was promised for verily Tryals as great, seem near break=
=ing out in our own Borders: perhaps before it ~ thou may be wasted to
the Land, called the Land of Liberty, where the Sword is now Sheathed: &
my Spirit to a permanent rest gathered by him, who knows my weak=
=ness